ohh Tyvexx... you need medicated.
You're the one who sounds medicated, you leave to join a different guild and immediately start begging to get back in, yet you are forced to stay with them because no one wants you back.
Fast forward a few months and several 40 rocks later and you have actually somehow managed to convince yourself that you were even in the top 10% of our players.
So naturally the best idea at that point is to go back to your supposed old stomping grounds and assume everyone else has your distorted view of reality. You haven't done anything by coming here except make an even bigger fool of yourself than you already had.