I tried cocaine for the first time when I was 18. Since then I havent done it more then a dozen times. Its a shitty drug and costs to much goddam money!
You are insane.
Not that im ADVOCATING drug use or whatnot, but Cocaine is the best drug there is. Maybe you had some shitty stomped on coke or soemthing but its the best out there.
It is a dopamine reuptake inhibitor.
Dopamine is released by your brain to induce pleasure and tell you something is pleasurable. In small doses, and then reabsorbed very quickly back into your brain. Cocaine inhibits the reabsorbtion of dopamine , thus making greater quantities remain for longer periods, thus greater pleasure.
In fact it has been proven to actually restructure your subconcious, the priority your brain puts on things in life. And takes precedence over all else, hence the abuse, above sex, even food.
My point is, cocaine is NOT a shitty drug , if you are taking drugs to have fun, cocaine is the way to go. Good luck not getting wacked out on it though if you have a supplier with good stuff. Lost a year of my life that way lol